Springbreak

This springbreak will be amazing, I have my paycheck and my girlfriend will be in town.

Clothing

I need new sweaters and jeans. All mine are dumb and gross just like your mom. WHADDUP. Just joking. I don't know your mom. But whatever.  However I do need new clothing because I am actually pretty hot, but I wear ugly clothing cause the right ones are to much money. #walmartshopper. Wow I am so funny today. I should have more friends.
To be CONINUED

phone

I HATE PHONES. They ruined communication, relationships and friendship. They took out actually having to talk to people and then you ruin your social skills, and speaking skills. Now a day people have issues talking to people because now they just text, tweet, and IM. Instead of actually talking with people, and getting to know them. I hate everything about technology.

Pokemon

Fear

My biggest fear is a peculiar one. I am not afraid of spiders or the darkness. I am however afraid of oblivion. I am terrified of being forgotten, through time. I am afraid 25 years from now I will not have contributed anything to society. Like I said normal life doesn't frighten me. Spiders have a purpose, and the darkness is only an effect of a light source being covered. Oblivion however is being unaware of what is happening or what happened. I do not want people to forget me.I want to be able to walk throughout the world leaving traces of me. Writing a paper that is published in science note books. Being the best in field when I am older, that when people are leaning the profession they study me. Thinking about how I have a huge chance of no one remembering me when I die scares me so much.

My Poems

People say that humans possess no hell within us.

However we all age, and die.

Isn't that hell enough?

One day you will look back

and be proud of your mistakes.

I hear people say “you always have choices.”

But they were mistaken.

If you’re are in love, then you don’t.

Love takes choice out of the equation.

You know how if you break us down, we are all just trillions of atoms? What if the planets, stars, moons, asteroids, and the different galaxies are God’s atoms? What if we make up Gods entity, his being? Just a thought.

good bye childhood

Good-bye Innocents.

My childhood was anything but normal. When I was growing up I had to deal with fighting parents, unpaid bills, and two brothers who are were exact opposite of me. I had to deal with bullies, and I had to face my inner demons. When I first realized I was not a child anymore was in fourth grade. Fourth grade was when my parents had their first big fight. My parents were planning on getting a divorced. Our house became a battlefield that I wanted to escape. In fourth grade my parents were acting more like kids than grown ups. The only thing I could count on was them paying the bill. Fourth grade was when I realized what the world actually was, a war zone. I saw how everyone was trying to get ahead of everyone else in life, I also saw how there was more pain than love in the world. For a fourth grader it was just a lot to see. Some nights I would go to bed hungry because I would give my two brothers my portion of the food because they were still hungry. On other nights I would just lay in my bed and listen to my parents fight. I can remember wondering how two people who loved each other so much could say such hateful words to one another. With all of this I was also facing my inner demons. I thought somehow if I did not exist then they would love each other again. I thought they were fighting because they were having money issues and if they had one last child they could finally have the life they wanted. Fourth grade is seen as the last year you have complete freedom, and no responsibilities and yet, I had plenty.

Late nights with no talks,

This is about those late nights that you stay up all night doing nothing, but for some reason you can not fall asleep. Then you let your brain wander and it leads you to weird places like when the world will end and if you finished all you homework or what a cat mixed with a dog would look like. Well That is happening to me today and I just thought "HEY LETS BLOG". Maybe that can be a new song. You know the worst named songs are always the catchiest. The song could go:
"Its 2 am
an no one is uuuup
ohhhhhh
Your brain is wanderer and there is nothing you can doooo
So then you have a though
and BAM
NOW YOU ARE BLOGOGOGGING
HEY LETS ALL BLOG
OH I WONT GIVE UP ON MY BLOG
OH HEY LETS BLOG"
Wow what a good song. It just seems so catchy right?
Wow that was really really bad sorry about that. I will do better next time I write a song on blogging. Well since I already wrote a song today I am going to try and sleep so GOOD BYE MY FEW FOLLOWERS.

 

Don't know what to write.

I really do not know what to write so I am going to write a short story.

Once upon a time there was a needy little girl that was stuck up about life. She looked down upon everyone who smoked, drunk, and had did drugs. She was despised throughout the land. Then one day an outsider of her kingdom came alond. He was the anti-good guy. He never heard of the little girl. He went to the castle and the girl met answered the girl. She fell for his good looks immedently. He did the same. When she found he did all that she learn that love means dealing with flaws. 

Yesterday

If you haven't realized I am very opinionated and usually people do not like me. I am always saying things that get all different looks and what not but yesterday I was out and about. We (me and my lovely friends) sat in the circle and ate sandwiches. We also talked about current issues like the almost outbreak of World War 3, and also where New richmond was. It was fun. Then I dropped everyone off and went to Walmart, Target, picked up my mom and then went out for a little bit. It was a very plea sent day. Oh and someone hit my car but it is AY-OK. But what I am trying to get at is, you might be a horrible person but someone will think your cons are actually your pros and when you rant about facts that no one cares about they will pretend to listen and act interested. The End

ALC

Today I was asked why the ALC was a better learning environment than traditional schooling. My answer is the teachers. I am not meaning all of them because some are still dick heads, but most are easy going and actually care about you. They know what is going on in your life and you know what is happening in theirs. You actually get to enjoy learning as well. They get to know you well enough to know how to teach you, and they find ways that you will actually do the work and still get credit. Instead of typing boring papers that no one will ever read, you can get English credit for blogging so this is perfect school.